Just had a bad weekend… down with serious flu since Saturday… I think is because I was home quite late on Friday night, thus I did not wait for my hair to dry before going to bed… I guess that’s how I got running nose.. it is irritating cos it makes me drowsy but I still have to go to work today… what makes the day even harder is that I am doing things on a routine basis. I wonder how long this flu will stay…
everlasting friendship at 8:56 AM
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Monday, September 19, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
From the day of birth, everyone is waiting for death. There are people whom see death as a natural course, there are some people who do all they can to prevent it from happenings… how many stories have u read about people trying all they can to seek for immortality?
On the other hand, there are many people around us taking their own lives and lives of other people every day. Life seemed to be worthless to these people. Is death really that scary? If it is, why am I seeing people taking away lives for the tiniest reason? Does failing exams, falling out of love give the right to discard life?
During a visit to the hospital, I was just at the edge of death. I saw how hard some people fought to live; I was ashamed of those who took live easily. Especially when I saw a girl, age 10, fighting hard against leukemia. It was a tough battle; I could see the physical and emotional strain on her body. However, she managed to put up a bright smile for the people around her, she said she want to live. I was shocked when I saw her determination of living, because I doubt I will have the perseverance if I was in her shoes. Death is part of life. So should we face it with strength? Or should we cowardly refuse to face it?
everlasting friendship at 5:20 PM
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Friday, September 16, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
Hai~~ really sian today.. time seems to crawl… then I dun seemed to get my work right… no progress in the things I do today… or are the tasks too absurd to be done? Research topics 1: Look for restaurants in JB with seaview. How can this be done? Malaysia is not like singapore.. they are still not internet savvy… how will these restaurants advertise online? I dun have a car, I cant travel there for lookout… Tasked failed….
Research topics 2: Look for the calendar of major events of the world for the past 3 years, and the upcoming events that important personnel of the different countries will attend. How major is major? How will the internet advertise whom will be attending the events? By advertising where n who are attending the events to let the terrorists do their bombing more easily… oh my gosh… use your brains, you want me to look for these information as to prevent terrorism, but wont it invite bombing if the terrorists get these info like I do..
Things are getting more and more absurd.. how can these info be found online? Anyone please help……
everlasting friendship at 2:47 PM
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Thursday, September 15, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
Jus came back after morning break…sat down n tok about soccer n all sorts of things lah.. den got one colleagues told me he is from uni, I was so shock that I told him he dun look like a grad… haha… vanvan is still so bad at her EQ skills… but im jus saying what I think, if u cant take it then it is ur fault.. den my supervisor is still stucked in the canteen with the head of department.. an indian guy whom likes to talk alot about his past experience.. it seemed like a lot of the people here is very afraid of him.. cos very bored by his stories.. lucky im not his age group... got age gap so im spared... haha... got my results this morning and im quite happy with it.. the best results I have ever got.. no Cs… think should thank eunice.. haha.. got she very hardworking so I oso influence by her…:P well, one semester cleared.. still got IPP n another sem to go and im freed from tertiary studies.. well well… another part of my life gone…
everlasting friendship at 9:50 AM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
Things are moving slower these two days bcos my sup is on leave. I began to do a lot of thinking, especially after reading su teng’s blog. I began to wonder, what kinda relationship can last forever? Friendship? Partnership? Family ties? I dun really know and I have my doubts. My head is spinning now. I cant think clearly. I am lost. Something happened on Sunday… something that I dun wanna talk about it… Friends are pillars of strength.. What an ideal philosophy.. But I have my doubts now. How many friends have I lost? How many have I made? I found that the number does not tally. I am feelingmore alone as each day passes. I began to have doubts about friendship. Who are the ones that really cares? I can list them out with five fingers, or even lesser. Who are those whom bother to take a look at my everyday life? How many will reply and care… Sometimes I began to wonder should I end this blogging thingy. Why should I bother to update when no one is reading? Why should I carry on when no one give a damm… If one day I were to leave forever, will anyone realize that I am gone… Live my own dreams? how can i live when i dun even know my dreams....
everlasting friendship at 10:58 AM
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Friday, September 02, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
hahahaha.. today during morning break so funny.... they keep helping me see shuai ge.. cos the other day they ask what kinda guy i like that i tell them those with 6packs... then they today keep telling me this one got that one got.... still say wanna introduce give me.... must admit those guys are good lah.. young, handsome, got body and career.... but im the kinda only like to see leh... cos i always think that those thingy not in possession is always the best... but everyday got handsome guys see also not bad lah.. hahaha anyway, the superstar results sux... Kelly is better lor... much much much much better.... then let that blind man win.... *arrrrg* stupid de, those ppl vote for him eyes stick stamp ar.... anyway this is the end of week three.... 2 more months to go.... Woooooo......
