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Well, I must say this had an impact on me, more or less. It had been a long long time since the family met up. The last time was on the first day of lunar New Year. Throughout these months I thought I had learnt to let go and put everything behind me. But I guess I have not done enough, if not, I will not be distracted these days after I learnt that there is a gathering soon. I hate to say this, but I really don’t feel like attending. I hate to see the distance between us; I hate to see others caring more for me than he does.<br><br>Someone told me that relationship changes over time because of mentality. We have to learn to let go when the time comes. However, how can I not feel the pain when the bonds between us are craved within me all these years? I always thought things would stay the same, I never knew things would change. If growing up has such a high price to pay, then I rather stay as the little girl I use to be.<br> Things looked contradicting. The one, who used to be close, is drifting further away from me. The one, whom doesn’t really care, starts to care. I really have no idea what is going. All I know is I don’t wanna see any of them. I just wanna lead this peaceful life that I have got used to without him…<br><br> <font color="hotpink">everlasting friendship at </font>2:22 PM<br></font> <font color="#FF77BB">+ </font><font color="#FF99CC">+ </font><font color="#FF77BB">+ </font><br><br><br> <p></p> </center></center></font></div><font color="FF6699"> <div style="position: absolute; overflow: auto; left:395; top:445; height:63; width:145; background-color: transparent;"> <p align="center"> <font color="pink">--- l<u><b>ay</b></u><b>0u</b>t by <a href="http://forevaa.blogspot.com/">niu<u>n</u>ai<b>_ra<u>w</u></b>kx</a><font color="white"> © </font><br> </font></p></div><font color="pink"> <div style="position: absolute; overflow: auto; left:665; top:12; height:500; width:220; background-color: none; border: 1px none"> <u><font color="ff99cc">Tagboard code here</font></u><font color="ff99cc"> </font></div><font color="ff99cc"> <div style="position: absolute; overflow: auto; left:665; top:290; height:160; width:180; background-color: none; border: 1px none"> <div align="right">___mirrored::me*<br><br> vanvan<br> Nyp<br> 18<br> 13th Aug<br> Leo<br> </div> </div> <script> <!-- Hide from old browsers // All you have to do is put another text in the variable message. // Don't forget to break all lines with a ^ // When you do not place a ^ at the end of all the message, the // message will not repeat message = " _________ x. 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