another boring day at work.. met Eunice for lunch jus now.. den im back to this sickening office again... sometimes i really envy what eunice is doing.. can move around the island.. walk walk everywhere... but travelling also quite sux lah.. especially when you dun really know how to get there and no one else can help... she oso must carry lots of stuff with her that is quite heavy.... den rainy oso die... haha.. actually her job is not that nice afterall... well, in life you cant get the best of both worlds..
im getting sleepy now... very tired and my eyes are closing.. not enough sleep and im getting blood shot eyes... yesterday went to SIM for lunch with my sup and the rest.. as usual, able of 8 with me the only female.... it is quite nice with this sup cos he got car and willing to drive me out for lunch everyday.. dun have to stick to canteen food, which looks.... yucky...
everlasting friendship at 2:20 PM
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
Morning morning, middle or 2nd week lor.. still quite free at work place… but the ppl here not so bad lah.. this few days I not so isolated le, cos ppl will drop by my desk and chat with me… although the qns that they ask are almost similar but at this can help me kill some time…. Hard to tell from the way they dress and talk, some of them here are actually quite educated, with a diploma at least, and the highest education qualifications here is actually Masters. I also started lunching with the younger ppl yesterday, instead of my supervisor… But, the ppl only look young wor.. most of them they are actually going into their thirties, youngest is around 28!! I thought they only around 24 or 25. I wonder how they manage to look so young. ?Maybe bcos working at Singapore Technologies very slack and lesser stress ba, so they didn’t age much…still doing research now.. hanging on there…
everlasting friendship at 8:48 AM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
A very fine morning today.. never feel the strain in getting up…maybe got used to it le… although I am still nt use to the life in here, it wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be… actually I not too sure whether will they track my records of internet access, but who cares.. I am not going into any illegal sites.. im just blogging.. haha… got a number of things done last Friday.. found some info that was needed for my research that my supervisor asked me to do..
Working here is not too bad.. not too free, neither is it too hard.. but the environment… hai~ I have about 30 people in my office… but onli got 4 females including mi.. can u imagine? With 2 others always not around.. so the whole office is left with an auntie in charge of all the clerical stuff and MEEEE… well, what do I expect frm Singapore Technologies… from the nature of the industry, I should have more or less guess that it will not be a female environment.. but I really not use to it lah…even when the guys around and mi do not have too much an age gap, I got nothing to say to them… sometimes I don’t even feel like replying to some qns they pose to me… I dun see a nid to disclose any of my private life… like “am I attach, where do I live, why do I study in nyp but not sp…” all kinds of crap… Well, dats parts and parcels of life….sometimes we jus have to live with what is given to us… anyway.. this is the beginning of 2nd week and I have 10 more weeks ahead of me… till then, I will continue to blog in this office and update on how I am doing here.. am I surviving jus rite or am I….
everlasting friendship at 9:28 AM
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
huhuhu... my 19th birthday ending in an hours time.... well, actually this is the loneliest birthday i ever had cos i stayed at home whole day... hard to imagine rite... everyone tot when my birthday fall on a saturday, i will be too busy for them... everyone choose to celebrate b4 the actual day with me.. who knows, great minds think alike, and i am so free today... but i dun mind lah.. cos got quite a lot of people wished mi thru MSN, SMS and friendster testi.. thanx a lot...
everlasting friendship at 10:58 PM
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Friday, August 12, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
i just finish my last paper n i came down to the lab cos i forgot to bring kep this morning and mum is not at home at the moment... cant find any friends cos most of them are still in school at this time..
i cant really sleep last nite for no reasons.. i keep having the same words flashing thru my mind.. i remembered very clearly that Crystal called bcos of relationship problems.. she asked me, what i think about love, in the sense of partnering that causes mi to stay single from birth till now.... well, i couldnt really answer at that point of time... Am i really like all other people said, that i was looking for the perfect person of my life, or am i just to afraid to lose my freedom..
these words are hard to tell someone so i choose to write... maybe i have read thousands of romance story to understand the meaning of love, but do i really do? i doubt.. cos all i was looking for whenever i am reading is the personal world n time where my imagination can soar and wonder.. a world i don't have to care much and think much... where i can smile and cry when my heart tells me to.. i find that as i am growing up, it makes it harder for me to reveal my true self to others.. it seems like a chore to me...
love to me is something too much to take.. i am not ready to lose all i have for now... people tell mi that love does not mean giving up what i have.. but those are only words... i dun really see that in real life.. all i see was the pain and sorrows that they are suffering..... so.... why should i put myself in that kind of circumstances??
everlasting friendship at 10:32 AM
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
the blog at friendster is damm lousy... cant even update.. sickening... went out today, never really study for tmr... cos very sian of studying over and over again.. tmr is already friday n my IPP co. is not out yet.. i really eager to noe where im posted to... but its not out yet... hope i will be able to noe by tmr... if not, i oso dunno wad to do....
