You're a "White Angel". You're a natural
leader in every aspect of life because you
always try to do the right thing. It may not
always work out the right way but atleast you
tried. You're pretty near to your family and
you love being around them. You're not afraid
of what people think if you except you relative
because you have to deal with them everyday.
Everyone else, you don't. You are only afraid
that you won't live up to what they want you to
be though. You want to be the best at
everything and you'll push anyone out of your
way if you have to. You're a person with big
dreams and ambitions and you're a clear
thinking. You never do things on impulse but
always think things out first which helps you a
lot in life. (if you cannot see the pics, go near
the bottom of my homepage and find your result.
look closely to make sure your look in the
right place)
some things happen once is coincidence, twice may be still coincidence but if it happens over n over again is it still pure coincidence?? these few days not feeling veri good cos met a lot of fucking people.... irresponsible, selfish, self centered... saw simply all kinds of awful characteristics of people.. felt dat im almost alone... a few nites back, i simply couldnt get to sleep after lying a few hrs in bed.. msged melmel but mayb she slept le so never reply... felt so helpless.. but anyway wat is over is over... i cant change anything... im just wrong rite from the start for quite a lot of things... still cant really get over things but trying hard.. need to concentract on exams too... i did a quiz.. it says:"you have dark wings... yourfeathers are dark, raven black, which can also be spiny and scaly. No one really knows why your feathers are this dark, because you always conceal yourself with a bubble. A great sadness surrounds you, and you take it out on others and the world. In Spite of your beauty, your inside is twisted and dead, because you were hurt so badly that youre heart couldnt take it. Before, your wings were white, and slowly, when your life was changing, so was the color. You have no friends, because you cant let anyone get too close to you. Grief fills your heart, though anger blinds your eyes" i tink it is quite true to describe my feelings inside... but i didnt take it out on people around me.. mayb dats why im not coping well... when i see no reason to live, all i think about is you.... but, where are you now??
everlasting friendship at 11:36 PM
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
complete all my project le... onli left touching up stuff... went wif wendy to bedok do her family and youth work interview cos dun really wanna go home early.. exams round the corner.. tmr having ict ica but onli need less than 5% to pass.. so dun intend to study much... wat cums wat cums... dunno wat to wear for thurs presentation... hai~
everlasting friendship at 7:08 PM
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
.x Friends foreva; enemies never x.
cant really sleep well nowadays.. last nite slept at abt 3am.. but woke up at 850am... jus simply cant sleep.. mayb is bos too stress le.. yesterday the finance ica still not so bad, only the theory not veri sure.. the rest still ok.. den the ans also tally wif those the teacher read out.. think should be able to pass lah.. not feeling veri well also.. keep having stomach cramps these days.. so sian tonite still got a dinner...
