i am so trapped in the middle.. what should i go when i am put in between two blocks where i can move neither left or right?? as an administator, no doubt i have to be fair to everyone.. but what can i do when im facing classmates whom are commiting faults by signing for others IN FRONT OF ME? i can keep a close eye if that is done behind my back.. but what should i do if they simply think that i will do nothing even when i see it? is this some sort of a dare? that i wont tel on them? i remember jun quan talking about integrity yesterday.. i really wonder how many people have this quality in them.. am i being too hard on myself? should i give myself one more try, or just give up?? i just dont understand why i am who i am.. i can give anyone or simply everyone a second chance, but not myself.. i just think i don't deserve a second chance... am i wrong to think that way??
