sometimes in life we are forced onto something we don't really like. i got my 2nd stop over le.. it is ELDC. i put it as my first choice as i had no preference in the beginning. But after i found mine, i wasn't given a 2nd chance. how often, people made their choices and regretted it afterwards? how many things in life are we given a 2nd chance? i made my choice, i regretted it. can i tell myself not to repeat this mistake all over again in future? or will i continue to choose things that would lead to irreversible regrets later in life?
At times, i may be given the best choices in life in others' eyes. it may sounds stupid for me to settle something that seems to be of inferiority, but who cares? i just wanna follow my heart. no matter how ugly or hard things may get in future, this is my choice.. sometimes all we need is a little more hope that keeps us going, even if we know it is disappointment in the end. so what if everyone thinks i am stupid to do that, i took my stand, and i will live with it. i believe there will still be people supporting me, cos they believe i will be able to withstand anything that comes along the way. i just wanna go with my heart.. i want regrets no more....
