finally, i gave up... its really time to do it... at this moment,23:19, 9th mar 2005, i finally have to believe its all over.. i realize he has someone else in his heart... finally its time for mi to move on in life.. come to think of it, how much i have given up for him, how many people i tend to ignore and not see bcos of him... but now, its really time to move... to look at the world with a broader view.. to learn to accept new things and people in life... mayb i may not be gd at first, but i am sure time will help mi... finally, i can unlock the emotional chain i set within mi...