some things happen once is coincidence, twice may be still coincidence but if it happens over n over again is it still pure coincidence?? these few days not feeling veri good cos met a lot of fucking people.... irresponsible, selfish, self centered... saw simply all kinds of awful characteristics of people.. felt dat im almost alone... a few nites back, i simply couldnt get to sleep after lying a few hrs in bed.. msged melmel but mayb she slept le so never reply... felt so helpless.. but anyway wat is over is over... i cant change anything... im just wrong rite from the start for quite a lot of things... still cant really get over things but trying hard.. need to concentract on exams too... i did a quiz.. it says:"you have dark wings... yourfeathers are dark, raven black, which can also be spiny and scaly. No one really knows why your feathers are this dark, because you always conceal yourself with a bubble. A great sadness surrounds you, and you take it out on others and the world. In Spite of your beauty, your inside is twisted and dead, because you were hurt so badly that youre heart couldnt take it. Before, your wings were white, and slowly, when your life was changing, so was the color. You have no friends, because you cant let anyone get too close to you. Grief fills your heart, though anger blinds your eyes" i tink it is quite true to describe my feelings inside... but i didnt take it out on people around me.. mayb dats why im not coping well... when i see no reason to live, all i think about is you.... but, where are you now??
