u were the one dat brought me out of the dark, u were the one who taught me love, u were the one whom i respected, idolised and loved.. i thought we always will be what we were.. i yearn to grow up because i wanted freedom,if i realise that growing up will bring me away from u, i wouldn't have wanna grow up so fast.. i often recall the warmth of ur hug, the laughter we once shared, those were the times who helped me thru' the obstacles i faced... u made me realise that blood relations wasn't important at all, u made me believe that distance didn't separate our hearts. den, can u tell me what has happened that caused things to turn out this way.. why are u blowing hot and cold at me? i once thought our ties had changed over time, but i was always proven wrong, u still care.. i talked to my parents about this matter, they said," u r wrong. everyone in the family can tell that both of you share a unbreakable ties." at every gathering, u behave in a different way, sometimes u don't even bother to talk to me, sometimes u held me tight. we had known each other for a lifetime, mayb every thing has its quota, and u have given all your love for me.. however i am still grateful of everything u have done for me.. i am contented as long as u still hold my hand once in a while.. this made me feel u still care for me.. and i know u still do, it is just because of some unknown reasons, that left u in a morale dilemma... time can change anything, but time cannot wash away memories that were engraved deeply within us.. i will always treasure this unique relationship we have, a brother, a friend.
p.s: no matter what happens, u will always have a part of me. this i promise u...